Red fLags

Getting annoyed easily if messed with

not up for adventure

not up for socializing with friends

not talking to yoU, or silence

low pain tolerance

being unhappy and not letting someone know

communication barriers or blocks

Always being too tired

not caring about health


laughing at things that i think are important

Mutual trust.

MutUal trust is strength.
it is knowing someone is there for you and building them up.
letting them do the same for you too

letting someone have solitude if they want it and not holding it over their head or making them feel bad. If they dont want to Text, let them unplug. Be honest and make Promises that you keep.

Smile at the people you wAlk past when you can because its a nice thing to do. Open the door for Me, and the girl behind me because shes human too AnD its bice to Feel appreciated.
dont feel lonely. Let the quiet tome be a time of rest and renewal. Recharge yourseLf.

painT, explore, live. Be. At the end of the day we will hve each other and be the best version of oursElves that we can Be.

Are we

Are we too worried About what we have?

are we too Worried about what we Might miss?
too worrieD we will be empty?

too worried tere will be nothing left to define us?

too AfrAid to look at ugliness?
afRaid to oVerstay our welcome?

i want to be somebody that nobody feels they are overstaying their welcome with, but one rhat doesnt hang out when they need solitude. You could consider me somewhere in the middle. I like to Keep people close but my solitude Can make them feel like i want to push thEm away.

Tarot reading on anxieTy

Xvi / Body wants me to know — tower/warnings tree fire lightning are connected. Destruction can be positive. Not negative but it’s DEFINITELY messing with you rIght now. Trouble/ senseless destruction. Meaningless. Don’t let it have a big effect

2 of air— intellect wants you to know. There are black and white answers. Ground yourself with a pendulum and ground yourself to the earth, observe pendulum to make answers. Balance and infinity symbolism use for simple day to day decisions

Emotions want you to know— crone of fire — seed of fire passion creativity will / lost in work assertive powerful . Incorporate thru use of candles and certain candle colors. Carve words into candles. Ending and dying of fire coming soon.

Will wants me to know — 1 air.dreams/ sleep and dreams provide messages and prophecies. Dreams are from divine. Seek message from it. Relax. Dreaming is passive but encourage and rememebr dreams and work thru problems. Nightmares can impart wisdom

Meditate before sleep. Mugwort. Inviting dreams set intention to rememebr. Dream journal is good by bed. Nightmares are reminders of stress don’t ignore those

Routines for the day. IMPORTANT.

SPIRIT WANTS ME TO KNOW — 3 of air : symbols/ interpret. Scrying mirror/ unfocus and see images. BURN HERBS. Newer full moon. Look thru diff lense // self REFLECTION. Life perspective objectively. / sleep routine /EXERCISE AND stick with it.

Life

Life is always evolving, unknown Things approached with curiosity anD exploraTion allows For learning more before you assume or reject an idea. Ask questions and be willlinG to learn.

Bluebird

Bluebird perched on a cottage gate - good fortune, promise, lIghtness of being & pure potential - subtle energies. Purge what doesn’t serve us .

Tarot reading

Overall message:

emperor reversed

domineering forces leave you feeling powerless stand up for yoursElf or bend to the rules. Free from routine, be your own emperor & make your own path. Structure is keY- it allows dor flexibility ans less tome organizing. More tome creating the life you want to live

me at this moMent:

6 of PENTACLES

giving, recieving, flow & prosperity. GENEROSITY fills soul, sharing wealth is more fulfilling than keeping it. You may fee inclined to donate. Gove back tO the community or loan money to a loved one. Trust that you have more than enough to give. Invest in others. Invest in your beliefs + the future you want to lige in. Talents & tome are giving good karma. It will come back, embrace flowing prosperIty.

mY challenge:

princess of cups

flow, synchronicity, mystic messages.
subconsCious messages are coming from within. Be open minded about new experiences, emotions & messages & how they take form. Can be subtle or extreme. Trust your gut and pay attention to SYNCHRONICITY & events in dreams. Dream symbolism. It is yiur guide delivering a message. Emotions need to be let out. Vulnerability is strength, express freely as an innocent curious child.
Answers may appear in SURPRISING and playful ways

advice from spirit:

7 of pentacles

patience, investment, sustainability, hard work pays off. Seeds are planted ans fruits are growing. Look forward to the future. Longterm strategy, put efforts into investments for best returns.
Timing is key for sustainability

cultivate ideas with rhe care that they deserve.
its about passion not money.
blood sweat and tears going into somethIng you fee very strongly about. Building a foundation for personal freedom. Ideas comIng to fruition & growing before our eyes. Patience is key. It will take tome to manifest rhe way you have envisioned.

theres no getting rich quick, you are in it for the long haul.

outcome:

4 of pentacles

control, stability, conservative

lock & key, your finances are stashed with security & you know what goes in and out. saving is a hanit youve mastered, racking up enough bank to be financially stable and independent. Conservatively spend. Value the possessions yOu have. let go of and find homes for what yOu don’t need. Wafch out for penny pinching, equating financial security woth self worTh creates dependency on stacking up cash no matter the cost. You are inherently worthy no matter what your bank account says.