You cannot blame someone for doing something that you do yourself.
delirium
Own
We own nothing in this world. Nothing on this earth. We are just renting and borrowing for the time we are here, and then it is no longer ours.
Beauty.
not all things in the world are made to be beautiful, they just are.
First rule.
the first rule: go into the unknown.
Senses.
we have senses.
Our senses, sight, smell, touch, sound, taste.
providing different perspectives. Providing a view of the world that belongs only to us.
People will always see the world in a different way than the way in which we see it. they will remember different things and that is normal.
Reasons.
we are always doing things for a reason.
Take a second to understand peole and their reasons.
Understand your reasons and soften and polish them until they start to shine.
2018
This year I want to...
See the beauty.
be the change.
Stop judgement.
uplift others.
Be ready for opportunity.
Apple trees
Apple trees grow apples.
Don’t try to be what you’re not.
Don’t try to grow fruit that you’re not meant to grow.
Don’t compare your fruit with fruit that grows on other trees. Other trees are made differently... So Do what you do, and focus on growing the best dang apples the world has ever experienced.
Whispers
The world looks at you as a purposeful entity. Subtle answers are whispered to us each day to spell out our purpose. We just have to be really listening when they are spoken.
Greatness
The really great man is the man who makes everyone feel great.
Growth.
growth is not linear. Within each period of growth, a form of turbulence, an inner spiral, wounds and disrupts.
Showing us all
...showing us all that suffering could not wither, nor sickness stale, her infinite variety.
Truth
we must remember that the truth can sometimes hurt, and give big truths with a gentleness. As a reminder and not an attack.
It's okay to like Flowers.
my whole life I've felt like flowers are so girly. I haven't felt so girly. I've never really identified with the things I deem most girly. But I'm learning to appreciate a soft, quiet, listening, authentic and colorful life. All of which flowers remind me of.
to me, a real and authentic girl is beautiful, but in response to that my mind tells me that I'm not pretty because I'm not real. I try to be more real. I try to remember flowers all bloom and die, and the only way I'll bloom fully is if I can understand this process.
I try to let go. I try to not be held back. I try to think of the amount I've grown. Sharing these things with the people That I meet, weaving together the things I hold on to, with the things I most want to let go. Exposing the things that I hold close. cutting them up So that they can lie in the past.
Secrets
Secrets are the currency to intimacy
Stories
With our own love stories every detail comes alive.
Sometimes punishing detail.
Wants
what do we feel? What do we want? Who do we tell? Do we explain ourself, or do we just avoid speaking about it and expect things to happen? We can't expect the world to read our mind. We have to let it know what is in our mind first.
Speak up. Be strong. Be decisive. Be fearless.
